Three Confessions.
Ok so
confessions kinda has this negative connotation so this is going to be a “Things
you may not know about me”
The
person I trust the most on this planet is my ex. Yep. Despite all the insanity
that surrounds her, the ludicrous immaturity that is sometimes apparent I trust
Tannis Wilde above all other people I know with information. At first thought I
can’t figure out why exactly. Actually I think that it’s just the way we
interact with each other. We both understand very well what our friendship is
and that allows us to be absolutely comfortable around each other. Yeah, that’s
it. Plus she can go from being a 13 year old boy in maturity to a mature adult
in an instant. I can trust that when she needs to be, she’ll be mature. I have
faith in her.
I have
the best friend on the entire world. Literally. Like she’s a total baller. Her
name is Lysa. She’s super clutch. When I say that I mean that when the chips
are down I know that this girl will come through. It’s bittersweet when I think
about when I first started hanging out with her, because I knew this girl for
years and never really paid her any attention. Stupid me. Luckily the cards
were in my favour and I was more formally introduced in high school. When I say
that I mean that we developed mutual friends and started hanging out with her.
Oh the fates. This isn’t really going anywhere and I’m kinda ranting. The point
is that Lysa is awesome. She treats me twice as well as I deserve and don’t
treat her half as well as she deserves. I’ll work on that or something. Once
again, baller. (boo-do-chick-do-do baller!)
I’m
lonely. Oh man, he’s not about to go all dark and emo’y is he? Yeah a little
bit. I haven’t had a girlfriend in years and I’m so so so so sick of it. I’m so
done with being alone. I want to date, but I really don’t feel like I know how
to do it right now. Also I have these like ridiculous standards set for girls I
would potentially date. I think I’m too picky, I should work on that. Yeah I’m
really tired of being single though, especially since none of my friends seem
to have any problems getting dates/ maintaining relationships and it’s
absolutely infuriating. I want to get angry at them, but I know that it isn’t
their fault and those sort of factors are totally out of my control, and if you
really can’t control it, whats the point of getting upset. I state that there
is not a point. So don’t. That’s why I don’t get frustrated about how easy
dating seems to come to people around me when I struggle with it an absolute
ton.
Well
that happened. Let’s have a nice picture to brighten things up and make me feel
good.
This is a screenshot of the new Sim City game. Man am I gonna play this a lot. It's gonna be friggen awesome. |
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